i used to believe that my greatest fear was failure.
i then thought that it was perhaps inadequacy. more about the reason for failure than failure itself.
i have realized though, that failure i can deal with. i have failed in the past, and it the possibility that i can doesn't scare me.
what scares me most, i have come to realize, is not being liked. i fear being lied to, i fear that my friends are pretending. i fear that i'm not part of the group.
for all my tendencies to be by myself, for all my tendencies to avoid people, the thing i fear most is that i don't have people. that people only pretend to like me.






I just turned 16...!
*feels silly*
what's up? ^_^
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Of course it is happening inside your head, Harry, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real? ~J.K. Rowling, "King's Cross," Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, 2007, spoken by the character Albus Dumbledore
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helloooo
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And hours pass, and hours pass, yeah, yeah...
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